a pile of bones you try to love

[derogatory]

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JANUARY

benjamin gibbard, "frightening fishes"

fearing the future, mourning the past, the hours moving slowly, then vanishing fast.

FEBRUARY

jason kimmel, "the actor"

im lonely on long island and i wanna let my haircut down.

MARCH

dove cameron, "too much"

honey please, you're breaking your own heart shooting for the stars, shooting in the dark.

APRIL

jaedynn latter, "nothing really matters"

and though it's really over, and though i might get better, and though i'll find another, and though i might get sober, and though the rest is silence, and though the branch is olive, and though you'll never take it i can't help but keep thinking- if i did something different, if i could be forgiven, if i was not this woman, if i wasn't unwritten, if you were still unshattered, if i could break this pattern, if you could just admit that none of it matters. nothing really matters like we did

MAY

doechii, "alter ego"

i come through and moods be switchi', i'm the problem, i'm the villian.

JUNE

katseye, "gnarly"

making beats for a boring dumb bitch. fucking gnarly (gnarly👁👄👁)

JULY

bbno$, "1-800"

it's either she or maybe her i cannot pick, pick, pick, pick, pick. i got that rollie-pollie-ollie it go tick, tick, tick, tick, tick. i'm at the needle, playin' blackjack always hit, hit, hit, hit, hit. if baby's broke, he's only doin' it for the bit, bit, bit, bit, bit

AUGUST

erin lecount, "marble arch"

i'm a statue you can pray to; you complain i'm cold to touch.

SEPTEMBER

sabrina carpenter, "my man on willpower"

my man's in touch with emotions, my man won't touch me with a twenty-foot poll, my man's forgotten his devotion. where he's gone, god only knows.

OCTOBER

beach bunny, "year of the optimist"put me on your pedestal cause i'm the queen of self control, i'll smile when life hits the wall, but inside i'm afraid. even in the great abyss, it's the year of the optimist. i'm never gonna grow up, baby, i'm just gonna change.


NOVEMBER

charli xcx feat john cale, "house"

i thought "i want it to be perfect." please, let it be perfect.

DECEMBER

haley williams, "parachute"

tell me - what was the moment you decided to give up? you could've told me what you wanted, i would've done, i would've done anything.