always an angel, never a god

[derogatory]

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JANUARY

djo, "end of beginning"

you take the man out of the city; not the city out the man, you take the man out of the-- and when i'm back in chicago, i feel it.

FEBRUARY

chappell roan, "good luck, babe!"

and when you think about me all of those years ago, you're standing face-to-face with "i told you so."

MARCH

taylor swift, "the black dog"

now i wanna sell my house and set fire to all my clothes, and hire a priest to exorcise my demons, even if i die screaming, and i hope you hear it.

APRIL

kesha, "joy ride"

oh you say you love me? that's funny. well so do i.

MAY

boygenius, "not strong enough"

i try, i cant stop staring at the ceiling fan, spinning out about things that haven't happened, breathing in and out.

JUNE

GEMN, kento nakajima & tatsuya kitani, "fatal"

this preordained destiny is the darkness that fell from the light of that star. i cannot live without you anymore, i would sacrifice anything for you, i can't get enough of your love. what should i use to fill what's missing?

JULY

nemo, "eurostar"

and you know what fucking for.

AUGUST

ralph, "gimme"

gimme all the clovers and the horseshoes too, when's that good luck gonna pull through?

SEPTEMBER

dish//, "plan a"

plan a, without hesitation everything should be clear, right? running away with you, back to back.

OCTOBER

sabrina carpenter, "juno"one of me is cute, but two tho?


NOVEMBER

sola guinto, "armageddon"

the soviet era, the soviet era!

DECEMBER

alex crichton, "merry christmas, I miss you"

but what if i call and you pick up the phone, and i use this holiday to make my way to your ghost? oh what if you're lonely? and you know i am too.